Sometimes ...

Sometimes happy,
and sometimes gay.
Sometimes I feel,
that you are here to stay...

Sometimes so loving,
Sometimes so mean,
And sometimes you make me feel,
like this life is a perfect dream.

Sometimes my very own,
Sometimes a total stranger.
Sometimes you make me feel so protected,
And sometimes I fear, my love is in danger.

Show me the real you my baby,
Tell me who you are...
Show me your true colors my love,
Please come and be my guiding star.

Random thoughts...

I loved you a lot my dear,
But I wish you loved me more.
I was ready to give up my all for you,
But you said, you were not so sure.

I felt so good, I felt so complete,
Whenever I was with you,
But you never trusted me nor my love,
N didn't know if my love was true.

All those times, when you were with me,
I actually felt so blessed,
No need for me to say, now that you are gone,
My life is a complete mess!

With you by my side,
With your warm hands in mine,
I could have stood against this world,
And things would have been just fine!

But as I sit all alone in my room,
All I can do is, wait and see,
If my true love can ever bring us back together,
The way we are meant to be!

Heart Writing ...

Some said,"O! you write so well",
Some called my poems sweet!
For some they were beautiful 'lines'
Something they had loved to read!

Some called it my talent,
Some called it an art,
But what everyone failed to understand,
Were the feelings of a broken heart.

But I continue to write what I feel,
And let my emotions flow,
Hoping that someday, somewhere,someone
Will listen to my heart's woes.

Till then I prey to the almighty,
And wish my heart doesn't bleed,
And you dear friends,dont think bout me much,
Just continue enjoying what you read!

Love Song - An old one

I see you in the stars above,
I meet you in my dreams,
I see you all around me,
I'm in love it seems.


One moment I see you,
Another moment I don't.
In a minute you are here,
In another, you're gone.


Were you really here,
or was it my imagination?
Is this really love?
Or is it just infatuation?


Whatever it may be,
All I know is this...
Whenever I see you,
I feel eternal bliss!

Memories Unlimited

The memories of those beautiful times,
linger on in my heart,
Wen u n me were together,
N no one cud do us apart.

Those cozy lil hugs,
The silly lil talks,
That holding of hands,
during our long walks.

Your endless endeavors,
to put a smile on my face,
My kissing away your blues,
In those good old days.

Now as I go thru the album of my memories,
I wish those times were here again,
Or else I wish the water from the skies,
could also wash away my pain.

I am Trying ...

So what if my eyes are full of tears,

Believe me, am not crying,

So what if my fingers long for his touch,

... But am trying

It will take me some time,

to put him out of my mind,

No, dont look at me like that,

... Atleast I'm trying.

They say I shud forget him,

Coz he cannot be mine,

They say I should bury all the love,

... And I tell them, am trying.

I know when he talked of our togetherness,

he was all the time lying,

And now to erase his words from my memory,

... I am trying!

To forget him completely,

I do need some more time,

But trust me or trust me not,

... My poor lil heart is still trying!

I have to erase his memories,

coz thinking bout him is no good sign,

But to wash off his love from my heart,

... I am still trying!

No more can I take this burden ,

No more can I greive for the one, who could not be mine,

But I hope that you notice,

... That this poor lil child is still trying!!!

To Love or Not To Love...

I have never loved, n i never will,
is what i used to say...
until u walked into my life,
one fine sunny day!

I cud hear my heart thumping,
at the very sight of you,
and soon the beads of love began playing on my heart,
like the morning dew.

I will not let myself go weak,
O I was so sure,
but soon ur mysterious eyes, and the sweet smile,
forced me to open my heart's doors.

'Dont love him, coz he'll go away 1 day',
My brain kept screaming,
But my silly heart refused to listen,
Coz it had already started dreaming!

Now said my heart,"Come on, love him,
just donot be afraid,
Love is meant to happen,
This feeling is not 'made'.

And so in this argument,of my heart n my brain,
I listened to my heart,
How was I to know then,that I 'd made a wrong choice,
right in the start!

And now, that he's gone,
I am telling myself again,
So wat if I've lost in love before,
But I'll never do it again.