Heart Writing ...

Some said,"O! you write so well",
Some called my poems sweet!
For some they were beautiful 'lines'
Something they had loved to read!

Some called it my talent,
Some called it an art,
But what everyone failed to understand,
Were the feelings of a broken heart.

But I continue to write what I feel,
And let my emotions flow,
Hoping that someday, somewhere,someone
Will listen to my heart's woes.

Till then I prey to the almighty,
And wish my heart doesn't bleed,
And you dear friends,dont think bout me much,
Just continue enjoying what you read!

Love Song - An old one

I see you in the stars above,
I meet you in my dreams,
I see you all around me,
I'm in love it seems.


One moment I see you,
Another moment I don't.
In a minute you are here,
In another, you're gone.


Were you really here,
or was it my imagination?
Is this really love?
Or is it just infatuation?


Whatever it may be,
All I know is this...
Whenever I see you,
I feel eternal bliss!

Memories Unlimited

The memories of those beautiful times,
linger on in my heart,
Wen u n me were together,
N no one cud do us apart.

Those cozy lil hugs,
The silly lil talks,
That holding of hands,
during our long walks.

Your endless endeavors,
to put a smile on my face,
My kissing away your blues,
In those good old days.

Now as I go thru the album of my memories,
I wish those times were here again,
Or else I wish the water from the skies,
could also wash away my pain.

I am Trying ...

So what if my eyes are full of tears,

Believe me, am not crying,

So what if my fingers long for his touch,

... But am trying

It will take me some time,

to put him out of my mind,

No, dont look at me like that,

... Atleast I'm trying.

They say I shud forget him,

Coz he cannot be mine,

They say I should bury all the love,

... And I tell them, am trying.

I know when he talked of our togetherness,

he was all the time lying,

And now to erase his words from my memory,

... I am trying!

To forget him completely,

I do need some more time,

But trust me or trust me not,

... My poor lil heart is still trying!

I have to erase his memories,

coz thinking bout him is no good sign,

But to wash off his love from my heart,

... I am still trying!

No more can I take this burden ,

No more can I greive for the one, who could not be mine,

But I hope that you notice,

... That this poor lil child is still trying!!!

To Love or Not To Love...

I have never loved, n i never will,
is what i used to say...
until u walked into my life,
one fine sunny day!

I cud hear my heart thumping,
at the very sight of you,
and soon the beads of love began playing on my heart,
like the morning dew.

I will not let myself go weak,
O I was so sure,
but soon ur mysterious eyes, and the sweet smile,
forced me to open my heart's doors.

'Dont love him, coz he'll go away 1 day',
My brain kept screaming,
But my silly heart refused to listen,
Coz it had already started dreaming!

Now said my heart,"Come on, love him,
just donot be afraid,
Love is meant to happen,
This feeling is not 'made'.

And so in this argument,of my heart n my brain,
I listened to my heart,
How was I to know then,that I 'd made a wrong choice,
right in the start!

And now, that he's gone,
I am telling myself again,
So wat if I've lost in love before,
But I'll never do it again.

Mind vs Heart

I dont wanna like u...
but I love u still,
I know I always say am not ur gf,
And yet this feeling kills.

I know that u dont love me,
and I know that u dont really care,
but my heart still thinks bout u,
and cries in despair

All I want from u,
is a lil hug wen i need to cry,
All I always wish is,
that we never say gudbye.

But somewhere I feel,
that u probably dont understand me,
Sometimes u r so different,
n u r a complete stranger for me.

Full of love and affection for a moment,
and then it is all gone,
Strict n strange, n then,
a new YOU is born.

I dont know where I am headed,
I dont know wat to do,
Should I let this love blossom,
Or wait for the time to help me sail through.

I'd promised myself,
that I'd never love again,
Then why is this whole silly thing,
making me go insane?!

But now that its all over,
I'll start to live again,
I'll learn to live all by myself,
Even though its just not gonna be the same.

But this time around,
I'll be a strong me,
I wont weep, no I wont cry,
No matter how hard, u n ur love try.

I'LL laugh,
n I'll be happy again,
Will put all my sorrows,
Down the drain,

There are the lil birds,
singing for me,
My God ! My own people,
Are looking up to me,

The cool breeze is asking me,
to make a freah start,
N put on the backburner,
such stupid matters of heart.

I gotta do something,
I've so much to do,
To love myself,
Rather than love you.

When it comes to evaluating myself (an exercise that I take up almost every weekend!), I feel I am the craziest person there ever could be!