To Love or Not To Love...

I have never loved, n i never will,
is what i used to say...
until u walked into my life,
one fine sunny day!

I cud hear my heart thumping,
at the very sight of you,
and soon the beads of love began playing on my heart,
like the morning dew.

I will not let myself go weak,
O I was so sure,
but soon ur mysterious eyes, and the sweet smile,
forced me to open my heart's doors.

'Dont love him, coz he'll go away 1 day',
My brain kept screaming,
But my silly heart refused to listen,
Coz it had already started dreaming!

Now said my heart,"Come on, love him,
just donot be afraid,
Love is meant to happen,
This feeling is not 'made'.

And so in this argument,of my heart n my brain,
I listened to my heart,
How was I to know then,that I 'd made a wrong choice,
right in the start!

And now, that he's gone,
I am telling myself again,
So wat if I've lost in love before,
But I'll never do it again.